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What kind of video is this?
It's too noisy, so I'm going to change my nails to calm down.
It's a mess.
You know what I'm thinking?
Chi-chan will safely finish her study abroad period and return to Japan and resume her activities, right?
On the other hand, I haven't said my period yet, so I don't know if I'll study abroad or go back to Japan if I find something I want to do in Japan.
I'm really like this right now.
What should I do?
I don't know what to do.
But I thought my life was blessed.
I was eight years old when I joined the entertainment world.
I didn't know anything yet, and I didn't know why I was auditioning, so I thought I could just meet Morning Musume.
My cousin brought me the audition paper when I was gathering at my grandmother's house.
My cousin and I are three sisters, but if she hadn't said that, I wouldn't have thought of taking the audition.
But when I went to the audition, my stomach hurt and I was stuck in the bathroom.
My mom told me it was time for me to go to the audition, but I don't remember it at all.
So I passed the audition and I didn't know what to do, so I went to the way the staff decided for me.
At the time, I had a dance lesson and a song lesson, and I started from a place where I couldn't even take a sidestep, and since the lesson was already decided, I had no choice but to go.
Thanks to my parents' cooperation and their support, my Hello! Project kids life continued and I joined a group called "cute".
I've never said I wanted to do this myself, and I think it's about the time I said I wanted to be an actress.
When I broke up with "cute" and was asked what I would do from now on, I think it's the first time I've said I wanted to be an actress.
That's how my life was, following the rails that someone set for me, so now I'm really free and there's an agency that sent me "Then go study abroad", and there are fans who are waiting for me.
But I had a rough idea of ​​what I wanted to do, but it seemed like a rough one would reach me.
I don't know what to do with this feeling that I can't reach you.
When I went to the nail salon, it was my secret mode.
It's a party from now on.
I think I'm really lucky to be alive.
I'm really grateful for that, too.
I'm really grateful, but I'm really lucky to have come this far.
It's a miracle that I passed the audition.
Well, I couldn't sing at all, but it's a miracle that my dancing has improved.
It's not a miracle that I like that activity.
Did you come in without knowing what you were doing?
I was taking lessons every day, and when I realized it, I was surrounded by wonderful friends.
I'm doing activities, and I'm in a group.
I had a dream, and my dream came true.
When I said I wanted to be an actress, there was an agency that cooperated with me and fans who supported me.
And now I'm going abroad.
I think it's a really lucky life.
I don't know what you want to say, but I really think so.
I was talking on the phone with my Japanese friends the other day.
I really like my grateful life now, but sometimes I wonder if this is really okay.
Is that life?
I don't know.
Am I going to make a video of this?
What do you think?
I'm making a video when I'm playing it, aren't I?
But on the other hand, I think I did my best.
I think I've learned a lot of feelings.
Of course, there are still a lot of things missing.
But in English, I don't want to say it directly without words, but I don't know what else to say, so I have no choice but to say it directly.
There are also moments when you think, "Doesn't that word hurt her?"
I wonder what will happen.
There are people who watch this youtube.
Thank you for your kind comments.
I want to share more.
I started this youtube when I went abroad and when I graduated from hello project and went abroad.
Of course, I would like to support people who are interested in studying abroad, but I would like to tell people who can't move right now that the world is wider.
I met him.
From Japan.
Yeah!
Well, about the same generation as me, about a year older than me, but we don't know each other's past, but as we talk, we know that there was such a past
. There was a moment when I was a little worried when I was in Japan and it was really difficult to get out of it.
But, well, there are children who have come to Rotterdam with a lot of money to study abroad, but it's not the first time they've met each other.
When I was in Japan, I didn't have the image of having negative thoughts or strong words around me, and the boy who was here was very lively.
When I saw him, I thought, "Oh, this is what I want to tell you." I think he really supported me, but the place I am in now is not everything, and when the place changes, it is difficult to meet new people and shorten the distance, but it is interesting and you may be able to find a place where you are more comfortable.
When I saw him, I always thought that I could choose my own path. I think it really depends on you how you enjoy your life.
That's what I'm doing now at school, and I'm a mother who has just finished raising children and is coming here to study abroad, and I'm enjoying my life, so I'm really grateful for this environment.
Now that I think I'm having fun, I hope I can honestly dive into it.
It's not the feeling I had before I started partying at all.
But this is my recent "English is getting difficult, what should I do? I have to memorize it!" rather than "what should I do?"
It's been two years since I stopped working, and it's been half a year since I went to Hawaii and half a year since I came back to Japan, and it's been a year since I came back to NZ, but as time goes by like this, it's getting faster, isn't it?
Anyway, I'm grateful. That's all there is to it.
I'm sure I'll spend next year's New Year's Day in Japan, but to be honest, I'm turning 30 next year, but I can use my working holiday until I'm 30, so I'm thinking of spending my last working holiday in NZ for another year.
I'm looking for a job right now, but I'm really lucky that I have a job I want to do, but I can't do it because international students don't accept it.
In the meantime, the teacher at school told me that there was a part-time job looking for Japanese people, and I applied.
I was in a really welcome state and said I was really happy, and I was planning to work there.
When I consulted about a working holiday visa, I was told to come whenever I wanted to come, and I thought, "Is that possible?"
It changes every day, so I don't know what's going on at that time, but if you want to work, I'd love you to come anytime.
I don't know if I'll fit in because I haven't done that part-time job yet.
Well, that's how my life is like. I'll live like this for 30 years.
It's too early every day, but if you work hard, you'll be able to do it.
Then I'll prepare for the party.
You put on your nails, didn't you?
Isn't it unusual for me to put on my nails?
I haven't done it at all since I started this study abroad channel, but now that I'm here, I'm getting excited when I'm dressed up.
It's five o'clock, right?
I'll be back at six o'clock, so I'll move.
Then I'll go to the party and hold the party, but for now, is this the end of the video?
See you again!
Thank you always!
Everyone, you always work hard!
I think it will be cold in Japan from now on, but please be careful of your health!
Oh, I heard that influenza is already popular about a month ago.
I'm pretty worried about hearing that this year's influenza is early.
Everyone, please be careful of your health!
Your physical and mental health!
Did you have fun today?
Yeah!
It's like that!
See you again!
Bye bye!